OH NOOOOOOOOOOO! WHAT THE HELL I WAS DOING?! i just read my ex best friend's blog ! ''http://rowenna-herlife.blogspot.com/2007_05_01_archive.html '' oh no , what the hell was i doing back then ? can someone tell me ? that wasnt me now , i swear to god mans , oh no . IF I HAD JUST READ IT 8 MONTHS AGO , JUST 8 MONTHS AGO , ON THIS VERY DAY ... IT WOULD NOT COME TO AN END . OH CRAP , WHAT WAS I DOING BACK THEN ? THE CHILDISH ME . i know i treated you real bad back then , i did not treasure you well enough , and i did not know what was i back then , really . i feel so guilty , really guilty for breaking your fragile heart . im terribly sorry for what i have done , i really did not know what was i back then ! i really wish i could repay you someday , just someday you wish to talk to me again .

why ? why god , you must do this to me ? why must my relationship has to be like a drama on tv ? why ? just tell me why ? maybe i know why .... you wanted me to change , thats why you took her away from me , forever . BUT WHY ? WHY MUST HER HEART BE BROKEN BEFORE I CAN REALISE MY OWN MISTAKES ?

SI HUI , i type in my blog , hoping you ever read my blog , i ask for your forgiveness for the way i treated you last time when i was with you . Forgive me for being arrogant , forgive me for being selfish , forgive me for being childish , and forgive me for breaking your heart . Please , i beg of you .














*but god , dramas always end with a happy ending , is mine going to be the same , or the opposite ?