so many things happen in just a short period after my a levels. it may seem long, but my heart stopped ever since I put my heart into studies fully last year. so many thoughts put into words to create so many posts, and 1 message to destroy it all. what were you thinking? I really wish to know. how i wish i am god, that could read right through your heart. avoiding is what you really meant? or this is your revenge back on me? I really don't know, even if it is, I really don't mind getting hurt by you. how I wish I could lend you a helping hand, but it seems like you're pushing me away from you. If you've already chose the ending, please tell me face to face, because I don't believe in text. You were the reason, You are the reason, and You are will be the reason. If you do not love me anymore, tell me straight in my face, because I don't wanna see you tear again, don't wanna see you feeling pain, don't wanna the rainbow colors in you, fade.